Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Dear Scabby McScabbystein

you were the price i paid for beauty. if i have to look like a mutant, i should at least embody the powers of one as a fair trade off.
i hate you.
love always,
c. chan

ps. i want to pick you so badly, but i was already berated. i shall try not to feel you up as much as possible.

Friday, November 24, 2006

happiness, thanks, and giving


its something about gelatinous food in concentric circles coming from a can that makes this holiday spectacular.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

engine engine number 9 on the new york transit line...

...if my train gets off the track, pick it up pick it up....whaaaat!

90s old school hip hop/rap feels soo good right now.

Saturday, November 18, 2006


+ junk science = a good afternoon

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

hello pisces

are you concerned that your work life is becoming like a great dull stone that threatens to drag you down to the bottom of the river everytime you wake up in the morning? whoa, dude! you shouldnt have that kind of feeling! listen, pisces, theres a lot you could be doing in this world; theres no reason for you to feel guilty by simply going to work. get out while you still can.

Saturday, November 11, 2006


mustnotsleepmustwarnothers.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

show me yours and i'll show you mine

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

are you friendly?

check one: yes/no

i personally don't think i'm one of the most amicable looking people on planet earth. in fact, i think its the opposite mostly. still, people insist on asking me for directions when iam clearly no expert in navigation. old asian grandmothers like to ask me where to take the bus in flushing, people like to call out from their cars and ask how to get places, strangers sit obscenely close to me when im upstairs in the student union, despite a plethora of seats farther away from me. (its called personal space people). why? its probably my misanthropic ways and cynicism talking, but - go away.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Night Owl

its that time of the year. the time in which we've pushed back our clocks, lose sunlight and register for classes. i'm excited for next semester. does that make me a nerd? or perhaps just an asshole? i'm not sure, but i know i prefer night classes. people are less focused on socializing and more on the material. i can sit singularly, no one will bother me and concentrate on the professor. does that make me a hermit?
last semester i had two three hour classes two nights a week. it was pretty tiring, but i really liked it. then again, i was also having sex last semester. so, that theory can be thrown out the window.

nights are often times that i look foward to the most. riding the bus (im from queens, what do you expect?), listening to my ipod, stretching my legs out waiting for the driver to pull into the south campus lot. the breeze smells especially nice when its cool and reminiscent of summer to come, unlike the unforgiving winter. needless to say, i'm much of an night owl, although i love sleep. i stay up late just to draw or write and formulate inner workings of my brain, hopefully sprouting new ideas for creation. Its very young frankenstein-ish i suppose. but, its the times that i love the most, especially in the city, when things really dont sleep. they come out at night because they too, love the solidarity and single cup servings of peace offered up at night.
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i dont have classes too late in the evening next semester, that kind of disappoints me, but i really couldnt fit them in. nonetheless, im taking a history course called "death in america." its going to be bitchin'.